Hello Again,
It has been a while again. Yes, I've gotten tons of grief about it. I think about blogging alot considering I have two funny kids and a husband. I just have to do it. This seems to be an over arching problem of procrastination (aka laziness) not only in the writing excerpts but in life in general. I woke up the other morning and looked at my 1/2 moved into 1/3 organized space that I call my bedside table. Kids crafts, make up or lotion or some such thing I probably should toss since I'm not even sure what it is, loose change, and earing or two (maybe they match, maybe they don't) chap stick, a pair of socks, one would think that the pile of stuff would get in the way or instigate some sort of chaous subconsiously. I don't know, I kinda don't even see it. Until that one morning. then I'm thinking hey, I wonder how this pile of crap effects the people around me. (note that I am not thinking soley about myself ...) Ok, so I start thinking about all the places and types of cool little earing holders and kid craft containers or displays or something, because of course your kids need to see that you love and cherrish the water color kite they gave you 8 months ago and don't even remember making at some craft time from some place where they weren't with you to begin with, cuz you are too busy to make paper water color crafts WITH them, ahh. I digress. Anyway, sticking them on the wall would be better (however, there must be some sort of "my space" unwritten rule or plan where unforgetable, forgetable things don't have to remain bedside for a terminal amount of time........ so, moving forward - display case (cuz now I'm feeling guilty) and whispy fancy jewelery holder thingy for earings and then put the socks AWAY, why is that so hard, and what else, oh chap stick, well, I use that all the time.. sigh. So, this has all happened in the 30 seconds of me waking up and seeing chaous on the side of the bed.
Obviously there are so many other things that need to be done, like say a comforter that actually fits the king size bed we are sleeping in (not that I don't like the way our blankets are set up he's hot, I'm cold 1/2 here, partial there, it works for us, but it isn't say....pretty), or say, new carpet and different siding...not siding, paneling, same thing to me and the bathroom really needs a cleaning and a shower installed would help too. Oh, hi kitty, you need more food? Ugh, ran out of toilet paper, just kidding, that rarely happens at my house, I value the toilet paper, it has got to be top 10 on the "important list".
Is there such a thing as inactivity because of stress, or being overwhelmed or is it just lazy? I know, don't be hard on myself. yeah, yeah.
BTW, haven't moved anything on my bed side table yet. Got too much to think about....
